"I am stricken with guilt and regret. It's going to take a long to heal. Should I have spent more time with my grandmother? I guess the time you get with those you love is never enough. Thank god I wasn't somewhere else when she went," said Raima, daughter of Moon Moon Sen.
"Her last wish was to see me get married. I want her wish for me to come true," she added.
Sen, the reclusive Bengali screen goddess, died Jan 17. She was 82 years old.
"Why am I feeling so empty and guilty? I think I should've spent more time with my grandmom. My mother, my sister (Riya) and I are the only family she had, the only people she wanted to connect with. We felt responsible towards her. It's a terrible loss," said the actress of films like "Chokher Bali" and "Anuranan".