Tragic: Fearing failure, girl jumped to death hours before she passed CBSE exam

Jamshedpur: “Mamma, I am sorry. Bahut koshish ki thi mainne is baar shaayad tumne bhi dekha, par shaayad who baat mere andar kabhi thi hi nahin. Sab koi bekaar itni ummeed laga baithe the mujh jaise insaan se. Kisi ki ummeed poori nahin kar payee main. Maa, mera bas Maths nahin, Science ka hare ek paper bahut bura gaya hai. “Mai toh itni stressed thi ki Maths paper par toh kuch likhi hi nahin. Main bahut ache se jaanti hoon ki jo main karne ja rahi hoon who bahut galat hai. Par kya karoon Maa, shayad tumhari beti me kabhi failure sahne ki shakti hi nahin thi. Tumhara bachha kabhi strong nahin tha. I am sorry, Maa..ho sake toh maaf kar dena. And, mujhe zyada miss mat karna. “Bahut man tha tumhe ek aakhri baar zor se hug karke ji bhar kar rone kaa, par who main kar nahin payee. I'm sorry Mumma.. “I love you Mumma.. Papa k liye likhne ki himmat nahin hai. Toh meri taraf se unko sorry kah dena please…”These are the emotional words written by 17-year-old Shreya Shruti, who wrote to her mother, a day before the CBSE results for Class XII were out. Call it a twist of fare, the girl student from DAV NIT school in Adityapur, three km from Jamshedpur, secured 66.8 per cent a day after her sad tryst with fate. Shreya got just pass marks (33) in Maths, but secured 62 pc in Physics and 60 pc in Chemistry. She got 84 pc in Computer Science. Shreya leapt from the 6th floor of the residential apartment located near the main thoroughfare on Sher-e-PunjabChowk early on Tuesday. Twentyfour hours later, when the CBSE results were out on Wednesday, she had passed the exam. Two suicide notes addressed to her mother and brother were recovered from the scene. (We have reproduced her suicide note written to her mother). Shreya's father Gyanendra Kumar Sinha is an LIC agent, while her mother Anita Shrivastav is a school teacher and a casual announcer on All India Radio. Shreya was found with critical injuries in City Palace F block (Dindli Basti) by the security guard. She breathed her last 10 minutes later. Shreya had scored 9.8 CGPA in CBSE Class X exam. Her uncle Pankaj Kumar said, she had dinner the previous night with her parents and went to sleep in her bedroom.